These scars I have keep
Bleeding for you
And I’m screaming out loud
For help.
No one is getting it.
No one is paying attention.
I might as well cry my
Lonely life every night
Cause knowing no one
Understands me or
Wants to, makes me
Weaker inside.
I hear only the music in my head.
I hear only what you’ve said.
I hear only my heart beating
Inside my head and wicked
Thoughts that say,
“I wish I were dead.”
What monsters are these?
What demons can they be?
Just go away, go away and
Leave my head alone.
My chest is heavy with panic.
I shake and shake
Until my body passes out.
A lonely life where
No one understands you.
Where can you go?
Where will I go?
Where can I go?
This virus is reaching
Deep inside me
And slowly poisoning
My soul.
I hear only the music in my head.
I hear only what you’ve said.
I hear only my heart beating
Inside my head and wicked
Thoughts that say,
“I wish I were dead.”
copyright © Karen Elizabeth Waters 2011
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